So, I am sitting at school in an empty classroom bawling my eyes out because I missed my exam. I have been studying so hard for it in these past couple of weeks and having such bad anxiety over it. I was at the uni until 4am last night, went home and slept a couple of hours and was back at school within 5 hours studying. It was set in my mind that the exam was at 7pm. When no one showed up, I called this girl who’s in my class in a panic and to my horror, found out the exam was at 3pm.


feel so stupid. and sad. 


10 hours ago on 04/23/14 at 07:45pm


These 8 Characters Are Definitely Going To Die

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#oprah  #quotes  
2 days ago on 04/21/14 at 12:53pm

this is social anxiety summed up in two gifs

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write carelessly now

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This makes me sad. Cuddling is probably one of my most favourite things to do ever. It use to make me feel so wonderful and loved. But after being with Isaac for so long, I forget how to cuddle. after my official relationship with Isaac ended (before the 2ish more years  him still controlling me and being possessive), I was with someone who was particularly intimate. He would look at me a lot and run his hand against my skin and play with the curls in my hair, sending shivers down my spine. He always would want to cuddle and would fall asleep holding me. I would stay wide awake the entire night having anxiety. I wasn’t used to intimacy, to having someone shower me with attention, and to have nice things said to me. I remember forgetting how to breathe, holding my breath as I felt his heart beat against my body. I remember my body feeling tense as he wrapped me in his arms, deeply in sleep. I remember feeling scared, feeling afraid to allow myself to let go of the things that haunt me. I hope the next time I meet someone who likes me, I remember how to cuddle and be intimate. I don’t think I can for awhile.

It is such a beautiful thing to feel and connect with another person’s body, spirit, and soul; and I hope I can embrace that.

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talk about a sting in the tail!

I haven’t been sleeping, been up studying and too wired on coffee these past couple of nights. I was excited to sleep like a normal person tonight but now I’m just used to being wide awake at this hour. Quiet as fuck. I heard an owl. Fyi I live in front of a forest. Never seen an owl in the forest though. Lots of snakes though. cute, little snakes that slither across the trails so you need to be careful when you jog so that you don’t step on them. p.s. every time I go on a jog in the woods, I check for frogs and salamanders.

okay, i lied. i am tired becauseee what was I talking about?

things that happened today:
woke up at like 5pm
ate french toast for the first time everrrrrr. it was alright.
studied for last final
ate sour candy
wrote a reflection
pitched a photo-essay to an organization and editors emailed me back to discuss the possibility of having my piece published. i hope so. that would be nice.

random thoughts (i seem to be having a lot): the personal journals that i write by hand mostly consists of lists.

1 week ago on 04/17/14 at 03:35am

Never be in a hurry; do everything quietly and in a calm spirit. Do not lose your inner peace for anything whatsoever, even if your whole world seems upset.

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Just because it happened in the past, it does not mean we don’t have to think about it.

…Especially when we are still dealing with its’ issues today.